Sweet Assurance

If you know me, I’m a bit granola. Lol! I love and have a passion for essential oils, the Emotion Code, spirit to spirit communication, foot zoning, chakra chants, muscle testing and all that wonderful stuff! I was into it before it got popular and I believe it’s one of Heavenly Fathers gifts he has blessed us with if we are open to it and study it out and use it in a proper humble way.

With that being said.

 Last weekend I decided I had waited long enough and wanted to find out for myself what is going on with this embryo adoption journey were on. I started muscle testing the donor couple, Samantha (the lady over this whole thing) and the other couple also receiving some embryos. I was lucky they all gave me permission to test and ask them questions. I had come to the conclusion that there was some confusion, loss, and Samantha was going to let me know the next week what is going on.

Not to my surprise, she did call me in the middle of the week telling me that the donor couple started the process with the other couple first and that they had 2 negatives with both of their transfers. It is really sad! Both couples are sad and the donor couple want to wait to donate to us until they figure out if the problem is with the mother who had the transfer done, or if it was the embryos. So they want to do a little more testing on both ends. To be sure. The way Sam was talking it seemed it was a problem with the mom. Sam said that if she was in my shoes, she’d still feel comfortable with the transfer for ours and that with the report she got before all this the embryos seemed good. She said she’ll hopefully give us good news in the next few weeks.

We’re praying, going to the temple, and fasting a lot for strength in our faith, that my body will function properly and accept the embryos and there will be no complications.

I can tell we are getting so close. The veil is so thin some days. I feel surrounded by angels and sometimes when I am home or at the home I nanny in, I can hear baby cooing and giggling from another room and I get a wave of peace and comfort and a feeling of “It’s ok mommy, you are not forgotten”.  If you know me, I’m a bit granola. Lol! I love and have a passion for essential oils, the Emotion Code, spirit to spirit communication, foot zoning, chakra chants, muscle testing and all that wonderful stuff! I was into it before it got popular and I believe it’s one of Heavenly Fathers gifts he has blessed us with if we are open to it and study it out and use it in a proper humble way.

With that being said.

 Last weekend I decided I had waited long enough and wanted to find out for myself what is going on with this embryo adoption journey were on. I started muscle testing the donor couple, Samantha (the lady over this whole thing) and the other couple also receiving some embryos. I was lucky they all gave me permission to test and ask them questions. I had come to the conclusion that there was some confusion, loss, and Samantha was going to let me know the next week what is going on.

Not to my surprise, she did call me in the middle of the week telling me that the donor couple started the process with the other couple first and that they had 2 negatives with both of their transfers. It is really sad! Both couples are sad and the donor couple want to wait to donate to us until they figure out if the problem is with the mother who had the transfer done, or if it was the embryos. So they want to do a little more testing on both ends. To be sure. The way Sam was talking it seemed it was a problem with the mom. Sam said that if she was in my shoes, she’d still feel comfortable with the transfer for ours and that with the report she got before all this the embryos seemed good. She said she’ll hopefully give us good news in the next few weeks.

We’re praying, going to the temple, and fasting a lot for strength in our faith, that my body will function properly and accept the embryos and there will be no complications.

I can tell we are getting so close. The veil is so thin some days. I feel surrounded by angels and sometimes when I am home or at the home I nanny in, I can hear baby cooing and giggling from another room and I get a wave of peace and comfort and a feeling of “It’s ok mommy, you are not forgotten”.