Im weird.

I am so weird. I was thinking about all the funny things I do and say. Like texting random friends "Longer you wait, better the jello". Or singing terribly in the car on purpous to drive my friends or Dave insane. Or blasting disco music while brushing my hair into a huge afro and dancing around wildly before getting in the shower. And mixing foods together that dont match. Like pickles, chocolate and pretzles over ive cream. Or singing every action im doing in the day... I just noticed I sing a lot.
Also, some of my fears are weird. Like, how I can't stand the feeling or smell of cheese. I have never bought a block of cheese because I dont want to touch it. Eww!! And Im afraid of taking a bath because whales or sharks can swim up through the drain. Nevermind the size. Im also terrified going anywhere by myself. And I have a fear of going somewhere where I might know somebody because then Im put on the spot and my mind goes blank. Im also terrified of taking out the trash or getting the mail in the middle of the day because people will see me and I might have to talk to them. Im also afraid of walking around in my house at night because ghosts can appear. Plus at night strange people I can't see peak through the windows to watch my every move. Does anyone else have weird fears, or is it just me?

Ever Learning.

This week has been very rough on clomid. I hit the peak of drama, melt downs and frustration from about 2.5 weeks to 3.5 weeks into the cycle. Not. Fun. But husband is always so sweet and comforting when the meds are at their finest. I have figured out for myself that reading the Book of Mormon every day and asking help from the Lord and going to church and the temple weekly help me so much. Already I have learned that everyone has different trials and just because some people don't show it, doesn't mean they don't have any. And they are placed upon us to make us stronger and closer to our Heavenly Father and our families. And if we weather through them well, our reward will be greater.