Thursday, July 29, 2010
Phat!
I was looking at my friends facebook picture and found a new meaning for PHAT, so I thought id share it with you because it made me laugh, and if you ever hear me use it, you know how ill mean it. lol PHAT: (pretty huge and tator-totterish)
Monday, July 26, 2010
Blessings
This week has finally gotten a little better, yay! I am settling down, and finding some inner peace. Thank goodness for my wonderful husband to help me along the way! Lately I have taken time to think about things Im grateful for and the blessings I have. If we all took a few minutes to stop and think about all the blessngs we have we would realize how truly blessed we are, the world wouldn't be such a dirty brief.
"Dont you quit. You keep trying. There is help and happiness ahead. Some blessings come soon, some come late, and some dont come until heaven... It will be alright in the end. Trust God and believe in good things to come." ~ Elder Jeffery R. Holland
"Dont you quit. You keep trying. There is help and happiness ahead. Some blessings come soon, some come late, and some dont come until heaven... It will be alright in the end. Trust God and believe in good things to come." ~ Elder Jeffery R. Holland
Friday, July 16, 2010
Bunny sick :(
Today, I had to give my bunny Harley to one of my coworkers. I wasnt expecting it to be today, so I guess thats why its a little harder on me.
We wanted another one, so we did, and the little one was having a hard time, so we got his brother. Then we decided we dont want babies, so we had to sell Harley. We'll just have to love the brothers just like we did Harley. I really think I might cry, I didnt know I was this attached to her. :( On the bright side, I told her that we'll have to have little family reunions! yay!
We wanted another one, so we did, and the little one was having a hard time, so we got his brother. Then we decided we dont want babies, so we had to sell Harley. We'll just have to love the brothers just like we did Harley. I really think I might cry, I didnt know I was this attached to her. :( On the bright side, I told her that we'll have to have little family reunions! yay!
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
sleeplessly depressed
Dear Alone, Why do you accompany me tonight when I am too depressed to sleep. Something in my life needs to change. Yet, I am scared for the change, and I feel like Im being forced to change instead of wanting to. But if it makes the people around me feel better, I will please them. Am I thinking too hard, or too deeply? Is it all really just in my head? Can people really, truly change? I just dont know any more. Once you've been hurt so much, its hard to trust. I wish I could just shove all of this in a box, burn it, then burn the ashes, and move on with a new chapter in my life. I wish this would all go away, so I can finally enjoy my colorful life again, instead of this blurry dim black and white. I have so much to enjoy, but I just cant let myself have at it. Unfortunatly yours, Sleeplessly Depressed
The song that sides me right now in my phase of life.
Glitter in the Air
Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Close your eyes and trust it, just trust it
Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face
And said I just don't care?
It's only half past the point of no return
The tip of the iceberg, the sun before the burn
The thunder before lightning, the breath before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way?
Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
Your whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone
Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?
It's only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table, the walk before the run
The breath before the kiss and the fear before the flames
Have you ever felt this way?
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
There you are, sitting in the garden
Clutching my coffee, calling me sugar
You called me sugar
Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight
Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself
Will it ever get better than tonight? Tonight
Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Close your eyes and trust it, just trust it
Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face
And said I just don't care?
It's only half past the point of no return
The tip of the iceberg, the sun before the burn
The thunder before lightning, the breath before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way?
Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
Your whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone
Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?
It's only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table, the walk before the run
The breath before the kiss and the fear before the flames
Have you ever felt this way?
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
There you are, sitting in the garden
Clutching my coffee, calling me sugar
You called me sugar
Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight
Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself
Will it ever get better than tonight? Tonight
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Were moving on...
Life has definatly moved on since the last blog update. Lately we...
bought a newish car from a coworker of mine almost 3 weeks ago, its a 2004 red Saturn Ion.
We have house sat again 2 more times at both parents houses, very interesting this past time.
We finally got my lovesac into our apartment after a year convincing Dave it would fit. We bought our first vacume!
We had our very first "heated discussion" about something, or rather someone, it was pretty intence, before we got married I knew that was going to be our first major discussion. Thank goodness for aromatherapy in the shower, right? my kinda therapy, which ill be needing more of for the next LONG time.
We had our first anniversary! We went to see the penguin encounter, it was so cool! And had a wonderful dinner at The Garden on Temple Square.
We went to our first basebal game, So much fun, we won, Go Rapters!
Im now making the cutest cupcakes ever! They are so fun! So if you ever need cupcakes, let me know!
Our second holiday together (that nether of us had to work)was the 4th (5th) of july. It was so much fun! We watched my sister play in the all star softball game, we went to the Layton City parade and fireworks, played in the pool, had a bbq, and just enjoyed each others company on a holiday.
Our little or shall I say long bunny is doing well, she is so adorable! sociable as ever, and loves the grass. She has a funny attitude now. She "popcorns" a lot and its the funniet thing youll ever see.
Dave is getting ready to go back to school at WSU for his final semester. Whoo hoo!
Im also headed back for another semester at the LDS Business College, Im majoring in the Medical Assistant program.
bought a newish car from a coworker of mine almost 3 weeks ago, its a 2004 red Saturn Ion.
We have house sat again 2 more times at both parents houses, very interesting this past time.
We finally got my lovesac into our apartment after a year convincing Dave it would fit. We bought our first vacume!
We had our very first "heated discussion" about something, or rather someone, it was pretty intence, before we got married I knew that was going to be our first major discussion. Thank goodness for aromatherapy in the shower, right? my kinda therapy, which ill be needing more of for the next LONG time.
We had our first anniversary! We went to see the penguin encounter, it was so cool! And had a wonderful dinner at The Garden on Temple Square.
We went to our first basebal game, So much fun, we won, Go Rapters!
Im now making the cutest cupcakes ever! They are so fun! So if you ever need cupcakes, let me know!
Our second holiday together (that nether of us had to work)was the 4th (5th) of july. It was so much fun! We watched my sister play in the all star softball game, we went to the Layton City parade and fireworks, played in the pool, had a bbq, and just enjoyed each others company on a holiday.
Our little or shall I say long bunny is doing well, she is so adorable! sociable as ever, and loves the grass. She has a funny attitude now. She "popcorns" a lot and its the funniet thing youll ever see.
Dave is getting ready to go back to school at WSU for his final semester. Whoo hoo!
Im also headed back for another semester at the LDS Business College, Im majoring in the Medical Assistant program.
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